Family.

welp haven't really been on here in awhile. I just haven't really had the time or the patients. There's just a lot of shit going on in my life that's just making me stop and think. First of, I must say that I will never take my boyfriend, my baby's father, the Love of my Life, for granite ever again. He has done everything and anything for me. I mean, yeah, maybe he doesn't show his feeling the same way everyother person does in the world, but he doesn't have to. I know he loves me. I just feel like there has been a lot of times where I took him for granite, and these past couple weeks have been real hard. And it has just shown me what my life would be like without him. It just wouldn't be the same. I don't even know what I would do. He completes me. He is my Rock that keeps from drifting off. And right now, at this point in my life, I just want to be surrounded by my family. I just don't want poeple to think I'm shuting people out. It almost came to a point where I didn't have my family anymore and it scared me to death. So for me to even get back to where I was before, I just need to be witht the ones I almost lost. Until I feel comfortable again. It's going to be a slow process but hopefully at the end, I still have my family.